Please baby girl come this weekend :'(

My midwife is on call this weekend, the weekend of my due date (and monday 5pm-tuesday 5pm)! But then not again for awhile...I need Ms. Lilah bean to make her appearance....I don't know what else to do, I don't want to be late simply due to this feeling like it SHOULD be the weekend .... I really don't mind if she isn't there but would certainly prefer it. She told me last visit that she would give me her cell phone number but her nephew just got in an accident, has a traumatic brain injury, is only 7, and her sister is a mess so she isn't attending births not on her call. She felt so bad she was almost in tears (we bonded and became very close over my pregnancy)....I really wnat her to be there, but am not a super anal mom-to-be that MUST have her there....but the combo of Lilah's due date, Mary (MW) only being on call this weekend, and me wanting to meet her so bad it hurts and i want to cry.....is KILLING me....