so this is the third latest my period has ever been! Latest 39, then 38, then 35..... Yesterday had period like cramps (painful ripping/tearing?) but now, only a tiny bit crampy after I pee sometimes. Breasts very tender! still waiting.... the 3 past neg. tests are causing me lose to hope and feel LOST.
JUST COME ALREADY!! >:O Seriously! If you are going to come....COME! I cannot take this inconsistency! I think I am going to start BBT again just so I can learn my luteal phase! Then I can know for sure!
I am slowly becoming okay with not being and I am trying to cope...I know we can try again next month...BUT I JUST WANT AN ANSWER EITHER WAY!
i can't do this every month----God please help it to be Your time...... but maybe soon? O:)
Daily breakdown:
0-3dpo: excitement, tried to relax, not possible
4-6dpo: a bit nauseous
7-8dpo: waves of cramping (7th day strongest)
9dpo: nothing yet this am, no cramps, nips a little tender...
10dpo: acne! hungry 45 min after eating, have to pee way more than normal
11dpo: TEST #1----BFN with FRRR(bought wrong test, its too early), weird waves of crampiness, they come after I pee or exercise and only last 10 minutes or so, very mild,
12dpo: hungry after I eat, gassy! and have to pee every 5 seconds like 50 times today! (could be the gas bubbles pressing on my bladder)
13dpo: TEST #2----BFN with EPT, no cramps....nothing
14dpo: feel nothing, no cramps, no AF (32 days since last AF, averagerange of AF 30-35 days)
15dpo: slightly dizzy, cramps in waves, felt hot....no AF
16dpo: TEST #3---BFN, losing hope, rare waves of crampiness, AF coming?
17dpo: Breasts VERY sore to the touch, AF like cramps---no AF (reached 35 days since last AF, average range 30-35, only twice ever have I had a period longer than 35 days-one was 39 the other 38)
UGH....it would show up by now wouldn't it? Hubby is being so sweet trying to say we will try harder next month.....I love him....
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