ok what the heck?! 37 days.....

So....what the heck? Waves of cramps and VERY sore breasts.....AF?? WHERE ARE YOU?? This little mind game of your is not very nice! I am sore from playing frolf on saturday and softball on sunday and to top it off the waves of cramps and sore breasts have got to stop (if you are coming) if you aren't then a BFP would be nice! WAITING to test again (#4) until I have officially MISSED my period (AKA the longest time frame in my menstrual history---39 days!!) Because I no longer think I'm pregnant, and losing hope and more hope goes with every negative! SO this really must be a late period....ugh! I can't wait to get a jump start on July, but if I am getting my period IN JULY it doesn't do me any good.

I NEED AF OR A BFP....JUST GIVE ME ONE SO I CAN COPE/REJOICE!!